MAGIC MAN

I watch the stars
Which are flowing there there for me
The sign of them in us
Is overwhelming me

I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable

We need another step
Burn more
I am magic man I am a magic man – burn more
I am your Santa Clause of subconscious
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable

Dying from the beauty of the passing days
How could I not tell you how do I feel?
Loving this strange circle of a dying light
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious
I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious

Blessed are the years of the barefoot child
how do I not tell you that we gonna fly
again innocent
How could I not tell you that we gonna fly
again – Innocent
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I am a magic man –

the world is not arranged by us
the only thing they want to send us to war
to die – oh nonono
How could I not tell you that we gonna fly
again. Innocent
Blessed are the years of the barefoot child

I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable

TOMORROW’S HEROINE

I am a thorn for you my rose
I violate every belief
In your body, in your soul,
In your feeling in your soul

Words create lies
Pain can be trusted
In your soul in your body in your soul
Suddenly you know

Tomorrow’s heroine
Tomorrow is here

The rose
You are perfection
You are my rose
I am a thorn, my rose
Perfection
Perfection

I trained myself well
To release pain in myself
Words create lies
Pain can be trusted

My sins are forgiven
Where my sadness is sleeping
I trained myself well
To release pain
In myself

Tomorrow’s heroine
Tomorrow is here

PERYGEE SYZYGY

If you killed one man-you have killed two,
Dogs were never never- they never liked you,
Barely a saint with a gentle smile,
No blood in your veins,
The moon is between the earth and the cruel sun.

Perigee-syzygy
The sky in your mind,
In truth, you like the pain
You deserved –
Perigee-syzygy, the neck is very white,
This gonna make you feel everything…
.
Try it, love it,feel it, open to it..
Try it, love fit open to it.. Ahhh..

Mad eyes tides with a blind night,
Who is going hunting who is hunter now?
Resistance make a challenge, gives wings to the mind
At the edge of heresy, I gonna make you mine..

Perigee-syzygy
The sky in your mind,
In truth, you like the pain
You deserved –
Perigee-syzygy, the neck is very white,
This gonna make you feel everything…
.
.
Mine, I gonna make you mine……

MASERATI

Feeling comfortable to say
This car is marvellously gravy
I know I won’t have one
Throwing my ember down
It lands on the roof
Of the car
Straight from the floor nine
It lands on the roof of the car
Straight from the floor nine

It makes me happy
It’s Maserati
It makes me happy
It’s Maserati, Maserati

Me, myself, and I
Perpetual debutant
Selling faces, sweat, and tears
Misfit and grief
Blowing myself off —– all for nothing
..
It makes me happy
It’s Maserati

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DECEPTION ISLAND II

IN DARKNESS

One dark night,
I went out unseen,
my house being now all stilled
In darkness in darkness

in secret, for no one saw me,
nor did I look at anybody,
but the one that burned in my heart
In darkness in darkness


I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies

laying my face on my lover
I went out from myself

I forgotten among the lilies
Oh sheer grace…

I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
In Darkness

I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies


ROBOT WOMAN

I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
Give me something I can believe in to
Robot – Robot – Woman

I am a robot
I am a robot woman
I eat water, I eat water from you
Give – me something I can believe in to
Give me something – Play

I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a robot
I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman

I am a robot woman


I SEE YOU

and I still see your eyes which are drawn – which are drawn on the surface of the sky
and I still see your face your face which is drawn on the surface of the sky

and I see you
and I see you
and I see you
and I …….

and I see the most beautiful birds in the most beautiful trees
which were oh they were ours
which were oh they were ours

and I see you
and I see you
and I see you
and I …….

COLD EYES

There is a poison in my heart
Like a cloud on the land
Did I deserve it
There is a poison in my heart
Which may destroy me
Unless some relief will come
And free me, will set me free,
Cruel Cold Eyes
Free me-Make me feel nothing

The half of my face half of my face
Is looking nice
Instead of the other half – I would rather see you
I would rather see your cold eyes
Make me feel nothing

Cruel Cold Eyes

HYPOCRISY

Reflections – those little thoughts, you click it away, you click it away
My priority is Evil – I warn it – without – Hypocrisy
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid

Evil, Hype, Hypocrisy, Thoughts
Evil, Hypocrisy, Hype,
Evil, Hype, Hypocrisy Thoughts
Evil, Evil, Hype


EDUCATION LOST

On a hot, hot day, and for the heat –
to drink there a snake came to my water-pond.
In the deep, strange shade of the great dark tree
I came down the steps with my pitcher –
and must wait, must stand and wait – for there he was at the pond before me.
Someone was before me at my water-pond
and I, like a second-comer, waiting.
He looked at me so vaguely and flickered his tongue
and stooped and drank a little more.

Voice of my education said to me
He must be killed
and voice in me said

  • If you were a man
    you would take a stick and break him now,
    and finish him, finish him off.

I dared not kill him
I longed to talk to him – Perversity? Humility?
I feel so honoured I feel so honoured.

Human Education – Education Lost – Education lost
Human Education – Education Lost – perversity, humility
Finish him off.

What a mean act, how vulgar.
What a mean, mean act.

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DECEPTION ISLAND I

THE RIVER OF FIRE

Two winds plummet
The river of fire is down there
How can I love you?
What to do with your pain
When your song sings for you

I wanna lose the feeling where I am
Look me in the eyes
I wanna feel you
I wanna see you
I don’t wanna lie
Will you decide
It for yourself

Firebird trolling forgotten sounds
Non-existing past
Boat of trust
Fall into the deep pit
Full of ghosts
You’re beaten
Don’t defeat it
Let them watch

Shake it love it
Shake it love it
It all


DECEPTION ISLAND

Broken hearts – flowing – through the night
Over the sky – they bleeding

Quiet dream – of a dark star – empty spaces – talk to her
Only she – can understand u
Only she – knows u that well

Love is pain
Love is prison
I can’t stand it
Hurt me more
Love is pain
hurt me more
Free me
With your love

Interbeing — a creature of paradise
love – a religion
Nameless – tiring
Soft and mysterious
entering my body

Love is pain
Love is prison
I can’t stand it
Hurt me more
Love is pain
Hurt me more
Love is pain
hurt me more
Free me
With your love


HERO

Three times I had the lust to kill,
To clutch a throat
And squeeze
Three times I drove the demon out,
And I know beyond a doubt
He’ll get me down – he’ll get me – he’ll get me –

I know I’m mad – The doctors, let them care
Confine me
And never- set me free
how cruel that would be
For I am young and comely
Confine me – Confine me -Confine me

Three times I beat the foul fiend back;
The fourth, I know he will prevail,
I seek the railway track – my head upon the rail
the – distant train – its thunder roll
Coming to crush – Coming to crush
my brain


NACHTGANG

Wir gingen durch die stille milde Nacht,
dein Arm in meinem, dein Auge in meinem.
Der Mond goß silbernes Licht über dein Angesicht,
wie auf Goldgrund ruhte dein schönes Haupt.
Und du erschienst mir wie eine Heilige,
mild, mild und groß und seelenübervoll,
heilig und rein wie die liebe Sonne.
Und in die Augen schwoll mir ein warmer Drang,
wie Tränenahnung.

  • Der Mond wie die liebe Sonne


SHADOW IN THE DARK
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SHADOW IN THE DARK

She is a bat for his eyes
She feeds men with shadows and wine
She maintains a crew of swines
And every swine – has hungriest eyes
Black butterfly’s
Naked shadow

Shadow in the dark

She is a bat for his eyes
And this is what she does
She exposes to everyone
Her Naked shadow – off the bat

Shadow in the dark

..black butterflies
are living in those beautiful gardens
leaving black powder
On the white petals
they’ll die soon –
gardens..




SCARS

give me your – scars to kiss
and your head – cover
I don’t – have the strength
not – to show u – affection

petals – on nipples
dispersed – by the wind
while – the time –
burns – beside me
I lie – unconscious – in the meadow
while – you play

petals – are enough – to furnish
every glade
we lie – in a true – blizzard

call love call love call love
by its name



DER UNWEISE

Der Unweise wacht alle Nächte,
denkt an dies und das,
müde ist er, wenn der Morgen kommt,
die Sorge aber dieselbe ist.

Der Unweise,
wenn zu eigen er Gut oder Liebe erlangt,
der Stolz wächst ihm, der Verstand aber nicht;
er steigt höher im Hochmut nur.

Viel schwatzt der Mann
der nicht schweigen kann, unverantwortlich aus;
rasche Zunge, die man im Zaun nicht hält,
spricht sich oft Unglück an.


VAMPIRE

Vampire has asked me
Will u open for me
The sweetest gate
Of eternal desire
It costs only a little blood
Red_like the light of dawn
… Sun is up sun is down
Sun is up sun is down
Sun is up sun is down
Down down down
The spiral
Of time



SPECIAL
A history of cutting
in and out-staggering highs
low lows-Burn out
Rollkoster of guilt and shame

I can not. roll with the punches
I am. overreacting
nobody likes me
Why would. anybody
But you. I want
u know. I am a

lunatic around you
I dance – myself to death
My blood will fertilise the soil
Night flowers
Are singing
wet wet songs :
Special, special

I am too picky
U are so special
I am blooming
And I wish – that u want -me closer
I wish u want me closer


BLACK SUN

there were so many tears, I am so empty
am I still alive
I am ghostly pale I praise the raise
In the loneliness in my insomnia
running horses — getting down on me. on me

Black sun is black sun is black sun
Black sun is black sun is black sun is black

Songs before sunset
to be food of angels
Blood. dance in the sun
and underside of my mind
hummingbirds being freed
None is innocent
Gods demand sacrifice
they’re always mad

Black sun is black sun is black sun
Black sun is black sun is black sun is black

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CHURCH OF NO RELIGION
All of the vocals are being sang in Glossolalia manner here.

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SECOND CASTLE

Most of the vocals here are being improvisations.


LOVE IS DEAD

Oh god, she said, I have never felt such a shame
I don’t want to live in a world where
Love is dead
Nobody has ever shoved me tenderness
The Lord of Fragility
Has teased me
Oh,  from above – this milky glass
He was there, cruel, fancy to play
In the world where love is dead
Fancy to play
Where is love is dead

PLEASURE (death by desire)

He said There is no crime
In giving yourself
Over – to pleasure
Mind expands
The power of your – Fragile side – don’t separate yourself
From – your own soul From pleasure – over – from pleasure
Tell me – what you need
Do not control – what you need
I will caress your light – over – to pleasure
Breathe my dear – Over!
Breathe
There is no crime in giving yourself
Over!
To pleasure
I love your love
But you have to die
In death Death – by desire