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Schizophrenic Vitamine
She wears Chanel
And YSL
She drives a car
U can dream about
She loses herself
In the world of blowouts.
She drives through the city
She’s mademoiselle
U think she’s lost
Better keep your fingers double-crossed
When I am above it all
Nothing can shatter my flow
I just need the pill
My schizophrenic Vitamine
Hahaha
In the brain’s trunk, she carries along
a blow in her face
And her face is cold
The eyes, the eyes , the eyes are frosted
She drives through the city
She’s mademoiselle
U think she’s lost
Better keep your fingers double-crossed
Chanel, Chanel, Chanel..
and YSL
Tiger
The pipe reminds me of the queen of kitsch.
Again, and again and again
That feeling
Small, red eyes are following your every move.
Tiger, tiger on the wall
Do you sleep? I don’t know
Shadow, shadow on the wall
Tiger, tiger on the wall
Shadow, shadow on the wall
An ephemeral David Bowie
Levitating above black vinyl
You could behold the 4th dimension, singing along
Arousal is falling onto you,
Tiger, tiger on the wall
Is it your shadow
On the wall
Do you think
Music can
Toy with you like rattle?
I don’t know, I don’t know I don’t know …
Tiger, tiger on the wall
Is it your shadow
On the wall
GLOOMY HEART
there is a hope
and there is a sin
there is a rope
and there is a beast
sad angels cry in front of my eyes
the scenes of loss
are breaking the current
you pushed me in the shadow
where dark flowers grow
you pushed me in the shadow where dark flowers are able to live
gloomy heart is beating
in a calm calm ocean
sack full of sand
is hanging on my neck
it will be long, long time
before it vanishes
you pushed me in the shadow
where dark flowers grow
you pushed me in the shadow
where dark flowers are able to live
flowers are able to live
HUNGRIGE LIEBE
Du isst mich langsam auf
Wie das Meer isst das Land
Tötest langsam so
So viel Mut hab ich nicht
Hungrige Liebe
Sag mir bitte würdest du mich töten
Würdest du mich töten
Hungrige Liebe
Sag mir bitte
Würdest du mich töten
Würdest du mich töten
Du isst mich langsam auf
Wie das Meer isst das Land
Tötest langsam so
So viel Mut hab’ ich nicht
So
Hungrige Liebe
Was wirst Du fressen
Wenn ich nicht mehr da bin
SOLDIER OF BEAUTY
There were so many years of peace
You thought life’s good you’re re safe
There were some distant events
Now you don’t understand
The ideal is
is set so high
That the go seems so pointless
Nonetheless, they set is so
Therefore you need to fight
You are the soldier of beauty
So you need to fight
This war won’t end up in glory
And even though
You need to fight
Sometimes you scream for a while : Victory
Time is your enemy
you look death in the eyes
This sadness sadness the sadness
It won’t let you down
You are the soldier of beauty
So you need to fight
This war won’t end up in glory
And even though
You need to fight
LUSH LONGING
Malibu travel, my lips
Revenge is a dish
The knife stabbed in the centre of a mirror
There is written : Keep Smiling
Living in a dream
Lush longing
What’s your name
White light
You must be an angel
Lush longing
What’s your name
White light
Life is a circle of doom
Enjoy my vanity while it lasts
Incrusted shape of your heart
She’s gonna make u cry
Keep smiling
Revenge is a dish
Living in a dream
Lush longing
What’s your name
White light
You must be an angel
Lush longing
What’s your name
White light
UNREAL
I have a fantasy
Like everyone must have
Unreal
You’re my act of courage
I am the wrong thing in the right place
It’s so worth it
So worth
It’s so worth it
Unreal
Can I get away with u?
It would be an act
An act of art
This love affair will last forever
Until I fall apart
My memory is drilling ..
Is drilling your close heart
Your eyes .. wide open
Like cats do
You watch. television.Unreal
Unreal. unreal. it’s so worth it
You show up in my dreams ..
like you would in my life, and it’s
always wonderful.
you don’t feel anything.
My home is an abyss
I can’t get no satisfaction, but.
keep my mind free
Unreal. Unreal. Unreal
LOVELORN
Baby told me to love the light, the light,
is too easy – he goes dark,
Spiral diving into your eyes. into your eyes
There is someone – I see. I see Lovelorn. Lovelorn
Moon’s surface is in murk
Seductive forms live there, I am afraid. afraid of formless..
Angels dance and angels die
Banging one’s head against a brick wall
bam bam ..
Where the soul lives?
Deep in a black sea. Deep in a black sea
When I sleep
The time. time time time, time is killing me, is killing me
When you close your eyes
what do you see? what do you see?what do you see?
- there is someone I see
I see lovelorn, lovelorn – I see
B.O.Y
Tell me where, where I’ll found you where
When the rhythm boils, boils
In my head
Nights. Such Restless
Summer, gets in, dressed less
To my soul
I dream, I crave
Because of u, I crave
Bc of u it rains
Because of u, I cry
Because of u
The storm,
Drought, it rains
Your body
Light and day
The word of myself
Live, I live, I crave
…
Look at me, there
Behind the pane
In darkness there,
desire, the longing, I crave
OMEN
So they worshipped the dragon
giving the power unto the beast
so now, now now who’s able
to make a war with him –
shake it up rave it all shake it up rave it all away
shake it up rave it all rave it all away
shall the wicked be revealed
when the comet fills the sky
with the spirit of his mouth
the rise of rebellion
what’s the name of the beast
its turmoil turmoil of eternal sea
yeah dash yourself against against the wall
shake it up rave it all shake it up rave it all away
shake it up rave it all rave it all away
dash yourself against against the wall
shake it up rave it all rave it all away
FUSION OPULENCE
Make me yours
See it, say it sorted
Fusion opulence
She said
Wake up
and smell
the unfairness
See it, say it sorted
What needs to die
for this new life
to thrive?
See it, say it sorted
See it, say it sorted
…….
Loneliness
has become
a lake
My self goes on changing
Mission opulence
For the comfort of your exstazy, she said
………..
There’s a seed sown in loss
Every dark star has a silver lining
The light of days
Untouched place
See it, say it, sorted
Make me yours
She said
MAGIC MAN
I watch the stars
Which are flowing there there for me
The sign of them in us
Is overwhelming me
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
We need another step
Burn more
I am magic man I am a magic man – burn more
I am your Santa Clause of subconscious
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
Dying from the beauty of the passing days
How could I not tell you how do I feel?
Loving this strange circle of a dying light
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious
I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious
Blessed are the years of the barefoot child
how do I not tell you that we gonna fly
again innocent
How could I not tell you that we gonna fly
again – Innocent
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
I am a magic man –
the world is not arranged by us
the only thing they want to send us to war
to die – oh nonono
How could I not tell you that we gonna fly
again. Innocent
Blessed are the years of the barefoot child
I am a magic man I am a magic man –
I am your Santa Claus of subconscious
I feel it
I breathe it
Unbelievable
TOMORROW’S HEROINE
I am a thorn for you my rose
I violate every belief
In your body, in your soul,
In your feeling in your soul
Words create lies
Pain can be trusted
In your soul in your body in your soul
Suddenly you know
Tomorrow’s heroine
Tomorrow is here
The rose
You are perfection
You are my rose
I am a thorn, my rose
Perfection
Perfection
I trained myself well
To release pain in myself
Words create lies
Pain can be trusted
My sins are forgiven
Where my sadness is sleeping
I trained myself well
To release pain
In myself
Tomorrow’s heroine
Tomorrow is here
PERYGEE SYZYGY
If you killed one man-you have killed two,
Dogs were never never- they never liked you,
Barely a saint with a gentle smile,
No blood in your veins,
The moon is between the earth and the cruel sun.
Perigee-syzygy
The sky in your mind,
In truth, you like the pain
You deserved –
Perigee-syzygy, the neck is very white,
This gonna make you feel everything…
.
Try it, love it,feel it, open to it..
Try it, love fit open to it.. Ahhh..
Mad eyes tides with a blind night,
Who is going hunting who is hunter now?
Resistance make a challenge, gives wings to the mind
At the edge of heresy, I gonna make you mine..
Perigee-syzygy
The sky in your mind,
In truth, you like the pain
You deserved –
Perigee-syzygy, the neck is very white,
This gonna make you feel everything…
.
.
Mine, I gonna make you mine……
MASERATI
Feeling comfortable to say
This car is marvellously gravy
I know I won’t have one
Throwing my ember down
It lands on the roof
Of the car
Straight from the floor nine
It lands on the roof of the car
Straight from the floor nine
It makes me happy
It’s Maserati
It makes me happy
It’s Maserati, Maserati
Me, myself, and I
Perpetual debutant
Selling faces, sweat, and tears
Misfit and grief
Blowing myself off —– all for nothing
..
It makes me happy
It’s Maserati
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DECEPTION ISLAND II
IN DARKNESS
One dark night,
I went out unseen,
my house being now all stilled
In darkness in darkness
in secret, for no one saw me,
nor did I look at anybody,
but the one that burned in my heart
In darkness in darkness
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
laying my face on my lover
I went out from myself
I forgotten among the lilies
Oh sheer grace…
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
In Darkness
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
I lost – forgot myself,
I forgotten among the lilies
ROBOT WOMAN
I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
I wake I eat I do
I am a robot woman
Give me something I can believe in to
Robot – Robot – Woman
I am a robot
I am a robot woman
I eat water, I eat water from you
Give – me something I can believe in to
Give me something – Play
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a robot
I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a raw I am a bot I am a robot woman
I am a robot woman
I SEE YOU
and I still see your eyes which are drawn – which are drawn on the surface of the sky
and I still see your face your face which is drawn on the surface of the sky
and I see you
and I see you
and I see you
and I …….
and I see the most beautiful birds in the most beautiful trees
which were oh they were ours
which were oh they were ours
and I see you
and I see you
and I see you
and I …….
COLD EYES
There is a poison in my heart
Like a cloud on the land
Did I deserve it
There is a poison in my heart
Which may destroy me
Unless some relief will come
And free me, will set me free,
Cruel Cold Eyes
Free me-Make me feel nothing
The half of my face half of my face
Is looking nice
Instead of the other half – I would rather see you
I would rather see your cold eyes
Make me feel nothing
Cruel Cold Eyes
HYPOCRISY
Reflections – those little thoughts, you click it away, you click it away
My priority is Evil – I warn it – without – Hypocrisy
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid
So you wanna try me – I wanna touch you are u afraid
Evil, Hype, Hypocrisy, Thoughts
Evil, Hypocrisy, Hype,
Evil, Hype, Hypocrisy Thoughts
Evil, Evil, Hype
EDUCATION LOST
On a hot, hot day, and for the heat –
to drink there a snake came to my water-pond.
In the deep, strange shade of the great dark tree
I came down the steps with my pitcher –
and must wait, must stand and wait – for there he was at the pond before me.
Someone was before me at my water-pond
and I, like a second-comer, waiting.
He looked at me so vaguely and flickered his tongue
and stooped and drank a little more.
Voice of my education said to me
He must be killed
and voice in me said
- If you were a man
you would take a stick and break him now,
and finish him, finish him off.
I dared not kill him
I longed to talk to him – Perversity? Humility?
I feel so honoured I feel so honoured.
Human Education – Education Lost – Education lost
Human Education – Education Lost – perversity, humility
Finish him off.
What a mean act, how vulgar.
What a mean, mean act.
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DECEPTION ISLAND I
THE RIVER OF FIRE
Two winds plummet
The river of fire is down there
How can I love you?
What to do with your pain
When your song sings for you
I wanna lose the feeling where I am
Look me in the eyes
I wanna feel you
I wanna see you
I don’t wanna lie
Will you decide
It for yourself
Firebird trolling forgotten sounds
Non-existing past
Boat of trust
Fall into the deep pit
Full of ghosts
You’re beaten
Don’t defeat it
Let them watch
Shake it love it
Shake it love it
It all
DECEPTION ISLAND
Broken hearts – flowing – through the night
Over the sky – they bleeding
Quiet dream – of a dark star – empty spaces – talk to her
Only she – can understand u
Only she – knows u that well
Love is pain
Love is prison
I can’t stand it
Hurt me more
Love is pain
hurt me more
Free me
With your love
Interbeing — a creature of paradise
love – a religion
Nameless – tiring
Soft and mysterious
entering my body
Love is pain
Love is prison
I can’t stand it
Hurt me more
Love is pain
Hurt me more
Love is pain
hurt me more
Free me
With your love
HERO
Three times I had the lust to kill,
To clutch a throat
And squeeze
Three times I drove the demon out,
And I know beyond a doubt
He’ll get me down – he’ll get me – he’ll get me –
I know I’m mad – The doctors, let them care
Confine me
And never- set me free
how cruel that would be
For I am young and comely
Confine me – Confine me -Confine me
Three times I beat the foul fiend back;
The fourth, I know he will prevail,
I seek the railway track – my head upon the rail
the – distant train – its thunder roll
Coming to crush – Coming to crush
my brain
NACHTGANG
Wir gingen durch die stille milde Nacht,
dein Arm in meinem, dein Auge in meinem.
Der Mond goß silbernes Licht über dein Angesicht,
wie auf Goldgrund ruhte dein schönes Haupt.
Und du erschienst mir wie eine Heilige,
mild, mild und groß und seelenübervoll,
heilig und rein wie die liebe Sonne.
Und in die Augen schwoll mir ein warmer Drang,
wie Tränenahnung.
- Der Mond wie die liebe Sonne
SHADOW IN THE DARK
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SHADOW IN THE DARK
She is a bat for his eyes
She feeds men with shadows and wine
She maintains a crew of swines
And every swine – has hungriest eyes
Black butterfly’s
Naked shadow
Shadow in the dark
She is a bat for his eyes
And this is what she does
She exposes to everyone
Her Naked shadow – off the bat
Shadow in the dark
..black butterflies
are living in those beautiful gardens
leaving black powder
On the white petals
they’ll die soon –
gardens..
SCARS
give me your – scars to kiss
and your head – cover
I don’t – have the strength
not – to show u – affection
petals – on nipples
dispersed – by the wind
while – the time –
burns – beside me
I lie – unconscious – in the meadow
while – you play
petals – are enough – to furnish
every glade
we lie – in a true – blizzard
call love call love call love
by its name
DER UNWEISE
Der Unweise wacht alle Nächte,
denkt an dies und das,
müde ist er, wenn der Morgen kommt,
die Sorge aber dieselbe ist.
Der Unweise,
wenn zu eigen er Gut oder Liebe erlangt,
der Stolz wächst ihm, der Verstand aber nicht;
er steigt höher im Hochmut nur.
Viel schwatzt der Mann
der nicht schweigen kann, unverantwortlich aus;
rasche Zunge, die man im Zaun nicht hält,
spricht sich oft Unglück an.
VAMPIRE
Vampire has asked me
Will u open for me
The sweetest gate
Of eternal desire
It costs only a little blood
Red_like the light of dawn
… Sun is up sun is down
Sun is up sun is down
Sun is up sun is down
Down down down
The spiral
Of time
SPECIAL
A history of cutting
in and out-staggering highs
low lows-Burn out
Rollkoster of guilt and shame
I can not. roll with the punches
I am. overreacting
nobody likes me
Why would. anybody
But you. I want
u know. I am a
lunatic around you
I dance – myself to death
My blood will fertilise the soil
Night flowers
Are singing
wet wet songs :
Special, special
I am too picky
U are so special
I am blooming
And I wish – that u want -me closer
I wish u want me closer
BLACK SUN
there were so many tears, I am so empty
am I still alive
I am ghostly pale I praise the raise
In the loneliness in my insomnia
running horses — getting down on me. on me
Black sun is black sun is black sun
Black sun is black sun is black sun is black
Songs before sunset
to be food of angels
Blood. dance in the sun
and underside of my mind
hummingbirds being freed
None is innocent
Gods demand sacrifice
they’re always mad
Black sun is black sun is black sun
Black sun is black sun is black sun is black
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CHURCH OF NO RELIGION
All of the vocals are being sang in Glossolalia manner here.
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SECOND CASTLE
Most of the vocals here are being improvisations.
LOVE IS DEAD
Oh god, she said, I have never felt such a shame
I don’t want to live in a world where
Love is dead
Nobody has ever shoved me tenderness
The Lord of Fragility
Has teased me
Oh, from above – this milky glass
He was there, cruel, fancy to play
In the world where love is dead
Fancy to play
Where is love is dead
PLEASURE (death by desire)
He said There is no crime
In giving yourself
Over – to pleasure
Mind expands
The power of your – Fragile side – don’t separate yourself
From – your own soul From pleasure – over – from pleasure
Tell me – what you need
Do not control – what you need
I will caress your light – over – to pleasure
Breathe my dear – Over!
Breathe
There is no crime in giving yourself
Over!
To pleasure
I love your love
But you have to die
In death Death – by desire